The girl next door (#53)

Wake up 

And if for once I can go to bed without thinking about what is that I need to ideally do the next morning.  

I’ll wake up as someone I’d love to be.

I’ll wake up as me ,

 as someone out of the rat race looking for a muse .

 as someone who doesn’t need to make 3a.m calls .

I want the peace that only imperfection can provide, because perfection is a constant struggle to attain a state that has no existence because to “Err is human” . 

I’m not a people pleaser but still a big chunk of my action awaits their approval.

 In my head I’m leashed ,Even if in my expression I’m free. 

There’s always a constant struggle , as to who and what I should I ideally be.

The quotes about well behaved women and their unacommplishments , in the words of the most accomplished women of my time.

Make me wonder if I’m working on myself in the wrong direction. What if trying to be how I should  ideally be ?Isn’t the way things should be.

If for once I can go to bed not thinking about what I should ideally do the next morning , I’d wake up as some one I’d love to be.

©Samridhi Dutta

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I am a person with the most self contradicting personality -shy till I don't know you.quiet till you are a stranger.impulsive.dreamer. I don't talk much to express myself I would rather write,draw ,paint or sketch . Mammas girl( and proud of that). there's not anything thing fancy about me.

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