And if for once I can go to bed without thinking about what is that I need to ideally do the next morning.
I’ll wake up as someone I’d love to be.
I’ll wake up as me ,
as someone out of the rat race looking for a muse .
as someone who doesn’t need to make 3a.m calls .
I want the peace that only imperfection can provide, because perfection is a constant struggle to attain a state that has no existence because to “Err is human” .
I’m not a people pleaser but still a big chunk of my action awaits their approval.
In my head I’m leashed ,Even if in my expression I’m free.
There’s always a constant struggle , as to who and what I should I ideally be.
The quotes about well behaved women and their unacommplishments , in the words of the most accomplished women of my time.
Make me wonder if I’m working on myself in the wrong direction. What if trying to be how I should ideally be ?Isn’t the way things should be.
If for once I can go to bed not thinking about what I should ideally do the next morning , I’d wake up as some one I’d love to be.